Friday, November 27

I REMEMBER by City Harvest Church Mark Kwan

I REMEMBER

HOW IT FEELS WHEN YOUR SPIRIT SETS ME FREE

CLOSER NOW THAN THE VERY AIR I BREATHE
I KNOW I BELONG TO YOU

I REMEMBER

HOW IT FEELS WHEN YOU SPEAK INTO MY HEART

WHEN YOU WHISPER THAT WE’LL NEVER BE APART
I KNOW I BELONG TO YOU

I WON’T FORGET HOW YOU CALLED ME BY NAME

I WON’T FORGET HOW YOU’VE COVERED MY SHAME

WHEN I AM LOST YOU FIND ME AGAIn

 I REMEMBER, I REMEMBER YOU

I WON’T FORGET HOW YOU SET ME APART

I WON’T FORGET HOW YOU’VE CAPTURED MY HEART

EVERY MOMENT I LIVE I GIVE TO YOU

I REMEMBER, I REMEMBER YOU

EVEN WHEN THE STRUGGLES COME

I WILL REMEMBER

YOUR WORD WILL NEVER CHANGE

NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY YOUR HAND ON MY HEART

I WILL REMEMBER YOU












Wednesday, June 24

Gain wisdom through OBEDIENCE

Today's  devotion from my CGL, Sharon. :) good stuff. 

http://www.intheworkplace.com/apps/articles/default.asp?blogid=1935&view=post&articleid=17407&fldKeywords&fldAuthor&fldTopic=0


Prayer: God's Strategy for Success in the Marketplace

Os Hillman • Prayer

 

"Epaphras, who is one of you and a servant of Christ Jesus, sends greetings. He is always wrestling in prayer for you, that you may stand firm in all the will of God, mature and fully assured" (Colossians 4:12).

How do you define success for your life? Is it based on the level of increased sales? Is it based on the standard of living you enjoy? For so many, defining success is determined by finances and the number of vacations one can take.

Paul defined success in different terms. He believed success was based on whether he fulfilled the purposes of God in his life. Whatever physical accompaniments included was totally up to God. Paul knew that fulfilling God's will for his life meant knowing Christ intimately and through that relationship he would know and experience the power of God. "I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead" (Phil 3:10-11).

Prayer as a Marketing Strategy


For most of us who work in the marketplace, we determine our strategy by research, a thorough evaluation of the competition and market viability. Based on what we discover in this process determines our course of action. These things are important, but they are only a small piece of the puzzle for the Roman 8:14 marketplace believer (those who are led by the Holy Spirit are sons of God.) 

Inventions for Agriculture Through Prayer

It is said of George Washington Carver that he got up early in the morning each day to walk alone and pray. He asked God how he was to spend his day and what He wanted to teach him that day. Carver grew up at the close of the Civil War in a one-room shanty on the home of Moses Carver-the man who owned his mother. The Ku Klux Klan had abducted him and his mother, selling her to new owners. He was later found and returned to his owner, but his mother was never seen again.

Carver grew up at the height of racial discrimination, yet he had overcome all these obstacles to become one of the most influential men in the history of the United States. He made many discoveries with the use of peanuts andsweet potatoes. However, after he recommended farmers to plant peanuts and sweet potatoes instead of cotton, he was led into his greatest trial. The farmers lost even more money due to the lack of market for peanuts andsweet potatoes. Carver cried out to the Lord, "Mr. Creator, why did You make the peanut?" Many years later, he shared that God led him back to his lab and worked with him to discover some 300 marketable products from the peanut. Likewise, he made over 100 discoveries from the sweet potato. These new products created a demand for peanuts and sweet potatoes, and they were major contributors to rejuvenating the Southern economy.
As he made new discoveries, he never became successful monetarily, but he overcame great rejection during his lifetime for being black. He was offered six-figure income opportunities from Henry Ford, and he became friends with presidents of his day, yet he knew what God had called him to do. His epitaph read:
He could have added fortune to fame, but caring for neither, he found happiness and honor in being helpful to the world. [John Woodbridge, More Than Conquerors (Chicago, Illinois: Moody Press, 1992), 312.]

David's Strategy in Battle

King David was an entrepreneur. He grew up as a shepherd boy and later became Israel's greatest warrior. He responded to opportunities, like the time when no one would fight Goliath. He saw this as an opportunity. He ultimately became king of Israel and faced many opportunities placed before him. David learned an important lesson somewhere along the way that each of us as workplace believers should learn.

As an entrepreneur, the greatest danger is engaging ourselves in activities in which God never intended us to be involved. This is poor stewardship of what God has entrusted to us. When the Philistines attacked David, he always inquired of God as to when he was to counterattack. When he was attacked a second time on one occasion, David inquired of God as to whether he was to attack yet. This time God said yes, but with a condition, "Wait until you hear the sound of marching in the balsam trees" (see 2 Sam. 5:24). This story tells us that David had learned an important lesson about staying vertical in his relationship with God at all times. David had learned the important principle of staying focused on what God wanted for him, not what seemed logical. He was an opportunist, but only through the filter of the Holy Spirit in his life. Through prayer, David sought God's strategy for winning his battle. And just because he won the last time by attacking straight away, did not mean God wanted to do it the same way. David inquired of God and got God's strategy for the second battle.

Jacob's Strategy for Financing His Family Enterprise

Jacob left his homeland after suffering a broken relationship with Esau for stealing the family blessing. He went to work for his uncle Laban where he stayed for 20 years. It came time for him to leave, but he had no physical assets to show for those years under Laban. Laban had taken advantage of his nephew in every way. (In some ways, Jacob was reaping the seed he had sown his entire life as a manipulator and controller.) Nevertheless, God's hand was on Jacob, and He had plans to prosper him. However, Jacob had one problem --- he had no resources of his own. For Jacob to launch out on his own, he would need resources. In those days, resources often meant large flocks of animals. God gave Jacob a dream that resulted in a strategy for creating wealth by multiplying his sheep. Even though Laban sought to thwart Jacob's efforts, God overcame the evil in Laban to allow Jacob to prosper.

A Lawyer Wins A Major Court Case Through Prayer

Can the spiritual really impact the physical through prayer?  My lawyer friend from Nigeria tells a personal story of how he was preparing for an important case. He knew that he must be prepared to argue five separate points. He was to appear before his country's supreme court, so it was a very important case.

As he neared the time in which he was to go to court, he began to pray about how he was to argue the case. He spent much time in legal preparation and intercessory prayer. As he went to court, the Spirit spoke to him and said, "Do not argue point one, point two, point three, or point four. Only argue point five." Imagine my friend's struggle of faith. If he were reading this wrong, the shame and professional fallout would be devastating.

The time had come to present the case before the judge when my friend said, "Judge, I wish to withdraw points one through four. I wish to argue only point five."
The opposing counsel stood up and objected. "Your honor, he cannot do that!"
"Objection overruled, counsel," said the judge.

My friend went on to present his case around point five only, and then sat down. When the opposing counsel stood to present his case, he stood speechless for 12 minutes. He could not get a word out of his mouth. He finally mumbled a few words and complained to the judge that he was going to have to yield. It seems that the opposing counsel had prepared to argue only points one through four, but failed to prepare for point five. The judge ruled in favor of my friend.

 

Give Your Donkey's to the Lord

I was speaking at a Christian business conference in Singapore when I experienced God's directive in what I was to speak in an unusual way. It was the night before I was to speak a second time at the conference. All of a sudden, I had a thought pop into my mind that I was to include a teaching about Jesus asking the disciples to untie a donkey just outside Jerusalem so that He would ride it into the city for his triumphal entry. "I have need of that donkey," said Jesus.  Donkeys represented commerce in the bible and Jesus used a something that represented commerce to ride into the city. God wants to use our "donkeys' to perform his work in and through our lives in the marketplace. So, that night I went back to my room to incorporate this teaching into my message.

The next day my wife Angie and I sat down for breakfast. Maggie, an intercessor from Malaysia sat next to us. Maggie had prepared for this conference by fasting and praying for 40-days. I asked Maggie, "has the Lord spoken to you about this conference?" "Oh, yes," she said. "He told me that the Singapore business people were to give their donkeys to the Lord." I looked at Angie in amazement! That day was the day of commitment for the Singapore business people. It was a day for them to give their "donkeys" to the Lord.

How About You?

So, how about you? Do you get your strategy from God or from your own reasoning?
The Greeks gained wisdom by reason and analysis. The Hebrews gained wisdom through obedience. "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom" (Ps 111:10).
So much of the body of Christ today is directed by reason and analysis instead of listening to the voice of God.
Today, ask God for the strategy for success in the work He has called you to do.

Tuesday, June 23

The Marriage You've Always Wanted

I am reading this wonderful book for a couple of months. highlighted  many practical help. hope you like it too. 

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..we cannot know each other unless we choose to communicate. Communication is an act of the will. We communicate or do not communicate by deliberate act. ~The Marriage You've always Wanted by Gary Chapman.
— thinking about someone special.

Ho Ho...


Highlighted some statements in the book today. :) Hope you like it as much as I do. 



  • Communication is basically an act of will, not a matter of personality.

  • marriage cannot reach its ideal unless both partners choose to communicate.

  • One of the great discoveries of communication is the awesome power of the listening ear.

  • James 1:19 Everyone should be quick to listen

  • When you spouse is talking, it is your turn to listen. Do not sit there and reload your funs. You cannot concentrate on what she is saying if you are marshaling your own forces. Your ideas will come back to you when it is your turn.DO not worry about your ideas. Concentrate on those of your mate. 

  • Listen to the facts and the feelings being expressed. In light of what she is saying, try to understand how she came to feel that way. 
  • if you can understand then a statement to that effect could be a powerful medication. 

  • When you are truly wrong, be ready to admit your wrongness..There is no value in rationalization. .

  • ask yourself, what needs does my spouse have that i am not meeting?

  • or he needs not to be interrupt, and i tend to interrupt because he takes time to pull his thoughts together. To Him is disrespecting him. 

  • Love is considerate. You have the potential for meeting the needs of your mate. Phil 2:3-4 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interested, but also to the interested of others. 

  • Though we cannot correct the past we are masters of the future. 

  • Ask Questions about specific matters. ask for specific advice. develop some interest in your vocation or your hobbies. If it enhances oneness, it is time and money well invested. 

  • Maybe there's a wound from the past that needs healing. No failure is worth a lifetime of misery. you must be willing to confess and forgive. 

  • Many wives and husbands ask a question and then proceed to answer it. the other partner feel unneeded. James 1:19 Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak. 

Thursday, June 4

Thursday Devotion Notes (by Dr AR Bernard)

Your whole life is about 
Relationship, Stewardship, Leadership. 

Relationship - We are designed to be social beings. 

Stewardship - How do we manage our resources? Resources inclusive of relationship, talent, gifts, money that God have given to you. God judge us in the end of the day by how we mange our resources. 

A businessman's success  is judge and determined by his Return Of Investment. After he invest his time, talents, effort, relationship, what is the Returns?

Leadership - how is our attitude towards the leaders place above us? Do we have a submissive attitude? Maybe you are being placed to be a leader in others lives. Are you leading your to be productive? Do you check the state of your sheep? Are you influencing them to be who God wants them to be?

Stewardship

In the bible, it says, "Do not serve two master". so choose wisely. Choose to serve God. But learn to master your money. You need a plan to master your money, the way you think, the way you act and your emotions. Do you know even the stock market is affected by emotions? Stock market are affected by negative news and behave downslope with just news reported through media. People are emotionally attached to money. 

Ask yourself, 

"is my spending tie to my planning? or issit tie to my emotions? 

You need to master your finance. Do not spend your whole life working for money. We achieve maximum of ROI and productivity through time. Do not be hurry, use time to your favor. Plan your life well, plan to use your resources well. do remember, you cant serve God and money at the same time. 

Faith in practise episode 30~37 by Dr AR Bernard






Monday, May 25

Courage is YOU!! Saturday Service.

Courage is feeling afraid but moving ahead anyway.

Courage is knowing that battle is won not in battlefield but on our knees.

Courage is demonstrating the power of grace under intense pressure.


Courage is forging ahead in spite of pain and uncertainty.


Courage is embracing the future with unwavering hope in Christ.

Courage is not the absence of fear but the presence of faith.

Courage is YOU!






23MAY2015 Spirituality, Capacity, Relevance

23th MAY 2015
Dr AR Bernard
Spiritual capacity

We do not choose and pick History.
When David realizes Goliath is a threat for his nation, he look at the skills, talents that he have. Others tried to help him by giving him weapons and protective gears, but David use his skills and when he let go of the stone, it hit Goliath just like that. God already given you all that you need to face the giant.

At the point when David rises up against Goliath, all the soldiers, everyone around him is hiding, they were all afraid and in hiding. But when David’s stone hit Goliath and defeated him, suddenly everyone emerge. People will emerge when they see the triumph of God.

The West (not geographically, but ideology) is in decline, Asia is rising up spiritually. Being spiritual is not just being a Christian, but it is to practice to live life outside of religion.  City Harvest Church is living as Christian in a whole new way. God is preparing us; He is carrying us in this time of history. But we have to be practical and be socially relevant.

Change is not an event, it is a process.
Whoever controls the language controls the conversation. In the story of Babel, a common language brings authority and unity, a language that is understood opens up communication in a new level. Look at the marketing media, they gives you the language of the culture. Words we understood is taking a new meaning today. In Wales, marriage is a whole new idea of two same sex is involve, it is not a man and a woman anymore. Is the church outside of the world? Are we allowing the world to define our language?

How do we authentic spirituality? Is it the observing of crystals being lit up? Looking at the full moon and howl? Spirituality is guided by a framework. In biblical definition, it is to know and experience God. God have hardwired human beings to experience Him, we always have this awareness that there is something greater out there. He has put eternity in the hearts of men. Many people created God as a source of power, like sun, moon, fire. But without biblical knowledge, your experience with God is full of errors. It is through prayer, worship, meditation, community, fasting and in everyday life.  

In fact most of the transformation experience is in everyday life. We know that it is God who open up the door, it is god who connects us in the relationship, it is definitely God who infiltrate your everyday life.

Have you heard of the Toronto blessings? Many people flock there to experience the move of God. But without knowledge, your experience with God will ended up in error. People started manifesting and roaring like lions, but the Holy Spirit is not an animal.

How do we know god? God is spirit, we know Him through the bible. Bible is a revealed truth, unless God reveals himself to you. Your deficiency in knowledge limits and blocks your experience with God.

Holy bible is full of patterns and principles.  It is for you to successfully navigate through your human life, it shows you how the world works, and there is a universal law. Scriptures reveals the plans and purpose of God for you, your family, church, society. When you know your purpose, you need plans to fulfill the purpose of God.

You cannot grow spiritually without a community. It is through the faith base community you learn to love and give to one another.  You cannot grow in isolation.
Your relevance to the society is not what you wear. Your attires is not what makes you relevant, your attire is a fashion statement. Being cool have a shelf life, when everybody have it, it is not cool anymore.

Capacity is the volume of a static object. But to human being, capacity is dynamic, it can be increased. We have the ability to enlarge, increase our capacity. Our capacity is the potential inside of us. God always speaks to the capacity, potential inside of us. Increase your spiritual capacity, it wills affects your soul and eventually your body.







Thursday, May 7

吉他初学者 Beginner

Year 2014 December, Ben told me about the Feb 2015  new intake of guitar class. after the audition on the first day, classes started officially on 2nd FEB. The main reason why i wanted to join the class is because, Pastor Bobby once said that as a cell group leader, one of the skills you must need to master is playing of guitar. If you can play the guitar, you can better serve God. What he said have lingered in my heart, so i have decided that there is no other way, but to learn the guitar!! It is a must for me to learn, no compromise.

You know actually on the last 4th or 5th lesson, I almost wanted to give up. reason? My tummy is protruding, i have to hold the guitar so far away from my body that my left wrist is pressing on the chords at such an awkward position, my whole body is bending forward, neck, shoulder is hurting because of the awkward position. I wanted to see if my fingers are pressing on the right string, if I'm strumming the right way, but my tummy is growing bigger and bigger each day. It becomes physically painful to practice or play guitar. 

I remembered that in bible school, SOT reward those who have a 100% attendance and punctual students. It is important that we try our best, we give our best. It is never easy, but it can be done!! Endurance, perseverance is the key!! It is not about graduating, it is about doing it every single day and not give up on a daily basis. Truly, it is a daily battle, but we fight our battle one day at a time, victory comes one day at a time. I remembered that day i dragged my feet to class, (since the beginning of the day i have been thinking of not going to class, imagine this thought lingers with me the whole day till 7 pm!!) but i never regret going to that class. It was that particular day, Ben shared a revelation about being a guitarist!! I would have missed it if i skip class.

"Do you remember why at the first place you register yourself as a guitarist? Simply because you want to usher in the presence of God for His people. We learn guitar is not for our own praise and worship session, it it to serve the Lord, to serve our God, it is to serve His people, His children. We have tasted His goodness, love, His holy presence, God wants to use us as a vessel to bring to His children a taste of His goodness too. You are here because you are the priest, you are the minister

Ever since They announce the exam date for guitar class, i force myself to practice at least  30 mins every single day. It is during these times of practice, i practice worship strumming with praying. I prayed strongly, intercession for my family, my cell group, my connect group. every single day praying for His anointing, His blessings, His protection for my husband and myself. truly praying with guitar is so much more different than just praying all by yourself. the music, the melody somehow helps you to keep on praying, to pray even longer, to pray even stronger, its like the fire in you burns even bigger and bigger. it is like a weapon we use in the warfare, somehow you fight even more fierce because of this weapon you have in your hand. 

I do remember all the good times i have with God when i worship Him with my new learnt skill. there is one time, i was singing First love, His presence came in so thick and tangible into the whole place, I have sang this song many many times, but with His presence, my heart melted, tears started flowing, i experienced a touch from heaven. How awesome it is to be able to experience God in such a wonderful way. I can truly imagine, why Ben told me last time that he can worship God with his guitar for at least 5 to 6 hours everyday, now i can truly understand how is it like being soaked in His presence and time just flies..Ben is like the modern day David. just like how David using his musical instrument to worship God when he was all alone with the sheep, a relationship between God and David  is being built up like tat, just like how Ben, his relationship with God. 

woo hoo!! beginner class have just finished, it is a new beginning for me, a guitarist!! God, I am so thankful for this new skill, gonna learn, gonna use it, gonna sharpen it. AWESOME!!









Monday, May 4

Sunday Service: Enlarging our capacity

18 After looking at the way things are on this earth, here's what I've decided is the best way to live: Take care of yourself, have a good time, and make the most of whatever job you have for as long as God gives you life. And that's about it. That's the human lot. 19 Yes, we should make the most of what God gives, both the bounty and the capacity to enjoy it, accepting what's given and delighting in the work. It's God's gift! Ecc 5:18- 19 MSG

In order to enjoy God's gift for us, you must have the capacity. 
Capacity = maximum ability to receive, contain, withstand and produce. 

God have no limits in His blessings. But, how much can you contain? How much can you contain the pressure? We are talking about spiritual capacity! 

When the vessels were all full, she said to her son, Bring me another vessel. And he said to her, There is not a one left. Then the oil stopped multiplying. 2 Kings 4:6 AMP
God pour out precious oil from heaven. Bring in the jars, the empty container. If you do not have the capacity to contain, , the oil will stop multiplying. We want to see multiplication. If you have the capacity, to keep receiving, to keep containing, you will bless your family, your community and many more people around you. You can be a blessing to others! Are you limited by your inner capacity? 

Enlarge the blessings of God in you! Your inner size of capacity determines how big your vision can be. Remember the story of 5 talents? 2 talents? You need to produce and multiply. God says" well done, good and faithful servant" Matt 25: 21 When you multiply, God will give you even more influence! The last servant who wouldn't multiply, he would not want responsibility. vs 24. He even accuse the master for expecting too much. The servant do not have the ability to handle responsibility or stress. 

Tell yourself" I want to be a person of destiny"
It is not enough to just have passion. When you are young, you have passion. The world is not changed by passion alone, it is changed by people with humongous capacity. 

Eph 3:16  16 I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being,
Paul mentioned that you need to grow your capacity. 

Daniel 12:4, Daniel 7:25
In the end times, knowledge will be increasing every 12 hours. Pace of lfe is faster than ever before. The devil really wanted to wear us out!! The only way to cope, stand, overcome is to grow your inner man. 
How to cope? It is an extremely busy life. The only way is to enlarge your capacity!

“I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now.
John 16:12
You will eventually crumble if you cant handle the stress of life. 

And I, brethren, could not speak to you as to spiritual people but as to carnal, as to babes in Christ. I fed you with milk and not with solid food; for until now you were not able to receive it, and even now you are still not able; 1 Cor 3:1-2
Heb 5:11-12
Are you dull in your hearing? DO you understand what God is trying to tell you? You still need milk instead of solid food. Eg, many times Pst Kong wants to tell Dayan about the truth in life, but he was too young, too innocent to handle. He doesn't have the capacity yet. 

1 Corinthians 2:14
When you do not have the capacity, whatever God is doing, you couldn't understand. It seems so silly to you. Good news is, capacity can grow, can be expanded with our response. 
it takes a decision to grow, enlarge your capacity. 

Tuesday, April 28

Uniqueness of our humanity

The uniqueness of our humanity is that you and I have a soul.
Only man kind have a soul, angels, demons and animals do not have a soul. There is one creature in the whole universe that is made according to the image and likeness of God, it is YOU!! MAN! 

The human soul comprises of 3 things, 1. Mind - you reason, conceptualize 2 Will- you choose, you make decision, you make up your mind 3. Emotions - you feel and desire.

It is your human soul that gives us unique, individual personality. It is our soul that makes us so similar to God in His likeness and that makes Him so excited to fellowship with us and relate with us. So even in our fallen sinful state, our humanity is something so precious to God that makes Him want to redeem us. God never send Jesus to redeem Satan when he is fallen, not even angels, not animals. Jesus sent by God to redeem us, MAN. 

Although Jesus was God He did not come "in the form of God." -not with wings like angel or animal. He came in the appearance and likeness of a man. 83 times, Jesus Christ called Himself " the Son of Man" God loves us so much, he identify himself with us as a man.

1 Tim 2:5-6
For there is one God and one Mediator between God and men, the Man Christ Jesus, who gave Himself a ransom for all, to be testified in due time.

When He came 2000 years ago, Jesus took on our human nature. And forever that human nature is now a part of Him. Jesus has forever and ever and ever become the God-man forever.

God have a mission to restore and redeem us, a human's soul.

Psalm 23:1,3
The Lord is my shepherd. He restores my soul.

Jeremiah 31:25
For I have satisfied the weary soul, and I have replenished every sorrowful soul.

To be human is a beautiful, wonderful thing! God does not want us to degrade ourselves into thinking that we are no better than animals. A human nature that is free from sin is a beautiful gift from God. Living a healthy, balances human life is  necessary  if we want to become "ambassadors of Christ" in society.

Article taken from Lesson 11 Salting Humanity, Sermon on the Mount. 







Saturday, April 18

鄭秀文 上帝早已預備





感谢你耶稣基督。



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上帝早已預備



作詞:陸偉峰
作曲:陸偉峰 / Phat@24herbs

就算我可得到世間的財寶
但你卻說要我知道 是永生的道路
是我在罪人時你賜我中保
就算我可得到今生的自豪
但你卻說要我知道
別為因此而煩惱 在絕望裡投訴
只要仰望主哪怕會迷路
上帝早已預備 我不相信運氣
即使風光明媚 但卻不是你預期
上帝早已預備 至少我不被遺棄
難得你為我死

就算我可得到今生的自豪
但你卻說要我知道

別為因此而煩惱 在絕望裡投訴
只要仰望主哪怕會迷路
上帝早已預備 我不相信運氣
即使風光明媚 但卻不是你預期
上帝早已預備 至少我不被遺棄
難得你為我死
感謝你 你會為我打氣
感謝你 從谷底將我救起
感謝你 縱使失去我的真理
但我沒有忘記
上帝早已預備 我不相信運氣
即使風光明媚 但卻不是你預期
上帝早已預備 只少我不被遺棄
難得你為我死
難得你為我死

我与鸭哥(Jacob)

奇怪的是,整个星期在研读登山宝训时都没发现我和鸭哥的命运有着密切的关联。昨晚,小组讨论"Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted" Matt 5:4才发现。

新约里鸭哥的生命是这样的。人生活了大半辈子,从不认识上帝。也没想到,生命中其实有属灵的空间,有上帝,有天堂,天使。鸭哥一生中,座右铭就是要活出精彩的人生,根本就是靠着一双手,毅力,还有不断的利用人际关系,生活经验生存。有时觉得人不奸诈,不醒目,不识相,不机警就会让自己受伤。很多时候都不断的猜疑别人心在想什么,下一步要怎么走,我有走错棋吗?。。。活得有点累。但没办法,还得继续这样下去。要不?谁会照顾你?谁会可怜你?这个是很现实的社会,别天真了。鸭哥的名字意义?哈,就和他生命一样,阴谋家,别太在意,其实这名字只是把现实活生生的摆在眼前罢了。Jacob = Schemer

那么,我和鸭哥的命运怎么扯上关系呢?我已经活了一半的生命了。前半段的生命,知道耶稣的存在啦。但是生命里却没有他,没依靠他,没相信,不知道他的大能,他对我的爱,他对我的牺牲,还有他所为我做的一切。所以,在失望,背叛,跌倒,受伤,痛苦,流泪,彷徨,无助,迷失,不知所措时怎么做呢?哎哟,答案就是,靠自己啦。那还靠谁呢?况且,告诉我,我们浪人,流浪在外工作,你会一直打电话回家求救吗?报喜不报忧啦,没听过吗?难道你会一直哭哭啼啼,每次和爸妈抱怨吗? 其实以前青年的我很天真无邪,心里也没有一丝丝的歪念,真的,没骗你啦。但是,善良,真心对待换来的是一直被骗,被嘲笑,被伤害,被捅。”你是不是太天真了?“终于没法子,我让心变质了,不知不觉的变质,被污染,价值观也改变了。心变了,但是,那一套价值观并不是自己认同的,奇怪。我一直都还有那一丝丝的良知。很多时候在问,社会价值观,难道就为了生存,活着,就必须依照社会准则吗?这么做,对吗?但也不对啊,小时在学校学的并不是那样的。怎么学校没教呢?自私自利,饱中私囊,损人利己,乘虚而入,两头蛇,散播谣言,流言蜚语,大只讲,嫉妒,怨恨,苦毒,不原谅,欺诈,狡猾,利用,善意的谎言?谎言也有分好坏?哇。。我很confuse 

有一天,鸭哥在流浪中遇见了上帝。他看见天上的门打开了,有一个阶梯连接了天和地,很多天使在阶梯不断上下。。他发现,其实真的有上帝的存在,有天国,天使,天梯。。2010年,我也和鸭哥一样。在生命的低谷里拼命在寻找希望,寻找爱,寻找梦想,寻找活着的真正意义。其实上帝早已有了安排,(听郑秀文的上帝早有预备,)在流浪中,他给了我一个去处,一个可以归宿的地方,天父的怀抱。天父的手敞开着,叫我投向他。结果我认识了耶稣,也接受了耶稣进入了我的生命,做王,做主。

其实那时,我真的活的有点疲累了。也不想活了。觉得没意义,没意思。也真的生命很空白。觉得,世界多我一个不多,少我一个也不少,没人会察觉得。(这是撒旦的谎言)上帝造你为了给你一个未来,他在意你的所思所想,所经历的。我的生命真的被他翻转了。原来,心是可以经历平安的。原来生命,生活不需要这样忧虑,彷徨的过,不需要白活,不需要平凡,毫无意义。。

圣经里说,“口渴的人,过来喝吧,我这里是生命的泉源。”真的,我以前渴望过一个平安,真实,诚恳,热心,精彩却不缺道义的生活。我渴望真心待人,可以赤裸裸的坦然相对,有着善良真挚不被污染的心。社会准则不是这样,但是天国准则却就真真实实就是那么超凡。超过凡人所思所想。真爱,道义,平安,盼望,信心,你缺吗?耶稣可以给你。哦。。这里好像很难和你解释耶稣在我心里做过的。阅读我的部落吧。你会发现我的锐变哦。。

好吧。。该次再写吧。。感谢你耶稣。因为有你,我可以重生。。






Friday, April 17

Salt and Light

"You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned? it is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and tramples underfoot by men." Matthew 5: 13

Salt must actively engage and penetrate its environment. Otherwise, it is good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men." You become irrelevant to society and the church get marginalized because it is useless - good for nothing!!

To be effective, salt must retain its saltiness.
You must maintain your salt characteristics!!
- preserve (preserve the good value, beliefs,standard of living), purifies (cleanse away bacteria, make clean), heals (heal ulcer, promotes health), brings flavor (when life is dull, you bring in excitement, flavor of life), melt ice (even the coldest heart will be melted when salt is added in), gives energy (energy drink, you encourage others, puts in faith, stirs up passion), create thirst (a thirst for righteousness, to know God, to know the truth)

Do not just stay in the salt bottle, come in contact with others, you must be shake out from the bottle to bring flavor. 

The only way salt (sodium chloride) can lose its property is when it gets contaminated by impurities.
Sodium chloride is stable compound, it can resist attack, but once it gets contaminated, it become white powder. You lose your influence once you lose your saltiness.
Watch out of things that contaminate your heart, attitude, manners. Do not let bad attitude, pride..to contaminate your heart. 

There will always be a distinctiveness between believers and unbelievers.

The moment we become indistinguishable in our value system, it means that we have compromised and lost the power to influence.
Do not compromise!Your Christian faith should penetrate the society.

Light of the world
Characteristics of light
1. Light illuminates.
Light expel darkness. You are able to see things clearly when there is light, you are able to find your things (dream, destiny, calling, goal, way) again. When you bring light into the lives of others, people will be able to see God clearly. 

2. Light promotes life. 
Newborn baby needs to be kept in the light room to generate growth and survive. Plants need light to grow, to live. It is a known fact that human beings kept in the dark room are more depressed compare to people who goes out to the sun and expose to light. You are happy when you see a bright, sunny day, you feel more energized.


Taken from Textbook Sermon On The Mount, Lesson 8, Salt and Light





Thursday, April 16

爸的血汗钱

那天我对爸说要到怡保去购物。他一大早就在办公室,到保险箱拿了2千,放在一个白色信封等我出门。我没想太多,从小到大,每次的购物或看医生,把都一样给我一点钱花。我是他最宠爱的女儿,我从不缺钱花。

在怡保逛够了就回家。满载而归。两天后要回新加坡了,福告诉我,叫我把钱还给爸爸。我根本不明白,福说我们圣经说我们应该尊重,给父母钱,尤其已经开始在赚钱了,更加不应该拿父母的钱来用,就算他们很疼爱我们,要给钱我们花。福还说,爸爸活到现在(64岁)还那么勤力的工作,不停的工作。工作(换轮胎)很辛苦,我根本不应该花爸的钱。听完福解释,我顿时恍然大悟。一直以来,心都不够细腻去体会爸的辛苦。一直还觉得,父母给孩子花钱是理所当然的。

我把钱还给爸爸。我说,爸爸赚钱很辛苦,我已经会赚钱了,我不能再花他的钱了。其实我心已经从满了忏悔,心也觉得很疼,因为我知道爸爸工作的辛苦。还爸钱时,眼泪不断地流。又是感激,也是忏悔,心疼。

其实爸爸真的很好,他对儿女的宠爱有加。他年轻的时候就一直很努力工作了,很简单,他一心只想打造一个不缺钱用的家。给家人温饱,穿的好,吃得饱。这么多年来,工作从不偷懒,不马虎,不休假。爸省吃俭用,对自己刻薄,从不乱花钱爱,对儿女供书教学昂贵的费用(我们3姐弟都读私人学校,学费很高)也毫无怨言。不停地工作,不停地养家。到了今天,爸的头发也白了,他还精神奕奕,还说要不断工作。精神可嘉,真的很让我们儿女敬佩。

爸爸,你真的很棒。我以你为荣,以你为我的榜样。我会牢牢记住你的生活精神,对家人的供应。爸,谢谢你,我爱你。


Wednesday, April 1

Partial Obedience

"But, I have obeyed God!" 1 Sam 15:20
When God instructed Saul to kill all the Amalakites, Saul ordered to kill all civilians but the king, he kept the best cattle saying that it is to be served as sacrifice for God. Is this obedience?

Partial obedience is probably the most dangerous and subtle for of disobedience. When you obey partially, you could always try to justify your own disobedience. Remember how when you were young you partially obey what your parents ask for? the truth is, Partial obedience is REBELLION! 

Saul rejected the word of God, it s equivalent to rejecting God himself. You do not choose and pick what you like to obey and follow in the bible, when you obey, you do everything the bible says. It is not a buffet where you only pick what you like. 
(Saul) He is a perfect example of a fleshly Christian. Saved, born again, anointed by the Holy Spirit but not walking in the light. A believer who is grafted onto the vine yet totally unfruitful. God is looking for complete obedience.
~ Sermon On The Mount, Lesson 6, Saul was a man of PARTIAL OBEDIENCE