project love

I have been doing some research, contacting people and looking up for websites and images for our new project. :) In fact, I am a bit excited. tell you a bit about our new born project. Loveseeds.

It is about sowing the seeds of love into the lives of others. :) remember? we have signed up for basic flower course 2 months back? it is Ben actually who kick started all of these. yes, the fact is he is a visionary. He have a dream, a dream to use his skills and talents to bless the community. His dream becomes my dream too. woo hoo. getting a bit excited now. 

We will sell flower bouquet, flower arrangement, flower basket, flower for weddings, anything regarding to flower, we sell!! and the money? GOES TO CHARITY!! :) we have many ideas now, but we will take one small step at a time. for now, we are starting the preparation. name of the shop, concept of the whole thing, contact the charity party, sourcing out web designers, logo designers, sourcing out vendors. wow...a whole long list. Oh dear God, please link us to the right people.

That day when we were meeting up with Amelia from World Vision, she was asking us, what is your fear? what a good question!! no fear!! We are full of faith!! in fact we are on fire!! our hearts are burning with the fire to serve the community. We know for sure when this project starts up, God will surely provide the right people, the right connection, open doors of opportunities and many more to come. We are serving a great and mighty God. A God of abundance, in Him there is no lack!! :) I'm getting really excited already lor!

Cant wait to share with you more. 

Let us sow the seed of love into the lives of others. :) Doesn't matter is a small seed or a big seed, God will surely grow this love seed that you have planted. Love makes the world a beautiful place. Love heals. 

完美爱

刚才福问我当初为什么会选他。也问我为什么会答应嫁给他。其实，没有一个新娘子会跟你说她知道未来是如何。但有一样事情我是肯定的。就是，世上没有完美的婚姻，没有完美的老公，给没有完美的人。哪怎么办呢？

圣经有提到完美的爱。我和福可以靠着上帝的恩典，爱来爱对方。人所不能的，神都能。我知道，靠着上帝那完美的爱来爱对方，婚姻会美满。不是没有问题，但完美的爱让问题变小，让包容变大，让宽恕变重要。面子重要，还是对方的感觉重要？

靠着上帝，一切都可能，包括我梦想的完美婚姻。靠着完美爱去追求童话的婚姻。

Perfect love cast out all fear. 

爸的小罗哩

回忆中，其实爸是一位慈父。回忆中，爸每天傍晚放工回来，就会花时间和我们玩乐。

他最喜欢带我们到处冒险。爬山，在高处看美景，到瀑布游泳，野餐，到荒地漫步看天空的云朵，拣奇怪的石头，然后幻想。

平日，爸最喜欢驾着他的小罗哩，载着我们一家四口（那时辉还没出世），兜兜风。我和宝，有时候光和杰（表兄弟）都很喜欢站在车后大声高呼，唱歌，聊天。在马路上爸和妈就在车里谈情，我们就在后头儿戏。多美好的时光。仿佛可以听见我们的歌唱，高呼，仿佛感到头发被风吹起。

儿时，真的很快乐。爸，以前真的很爱家。也很爱我们每个小孩。以前的日子真的很温馨，很快乐。虽然我们不是很有钱，但一个小康之家，乐涌涌。记得爸的笑脸，很开心。

about Problems

A problem solver is the most useful person around because most people don't know what to do with their problems most think their problems are their problems, but this is never the case. 

The problem is never the problem, the real problem is our attitude toward it. 

Just ask David. Better still, ask his brothers, who were paralyzed with fear for 6 weeks by the taunts of a giant. They were held captive by their own distorted perception to the point that they couldn't solve the problem. the giant was too big. they shivered in terror. but from Davids perspective, formed by an absolute faith in God, the giant was simply too big to miss. 

Your problem is your opportunity. ..when opportunity knocks, the pessimist complains about the noise, but the faith person always sees a way through. ..the person of faith knows there's an answer, no matter how difficult the problem.

...(Jesus) He let them know it wasn't a matter of finding out why, but a matter of solving the problem. He explained that the problem existed so the glory of god could be revealed. 

That's the ultimate purpose of problems: to be solved by the power of God so His glory can be revealed. .(God) He is able to make all things possible. He  made a way through the red sea for an entire nation. He defeated the Egyptian army through the power of a rod lifted in the sky. He raised the dead. 

taken from You, The leader by Phil Pringle

小时的回忆

把记忆变成文字。小时，快乐的时光真的不少。大多数都在欢笑中渡过。

记得我们一家人，以前住在板屋。矮仔铺。每天放学后，在家做功课。傍晚的时间就是开心时分。每天我们（我和宝）会等候爸回来。吃完晚饭后，休息一下。爸就会陪我们玩乐。我们会驾车去兜风，或到附近的商场走走。再要不，会在家讲故事。

有时候，妈会做工到很迟才回家。我和弟弟就会各拿个小藤椅，坐在客厅，面对着那木门，我们都很兴奋的期待妈会推门进来。希望妈回来时，会第一眼看到我们两个小瓜。

仿佛我还听到妈说：＂做么总悟昏觉啊？好夜啦。＂仿佛我还闻到妈身上的汗味。

哦。童年的时光真的回味无穷。

His love is made complete in us

His (God's) love is made complete in us. 1 John 4:12

John isn't telling us how many ppl to love, but how much to love the ppl we already know. Our job is to love faithfully the people God has given us to love, whether there are two or three hundred of them. If God sees that we are ready to love others, he will bring them to us. No matter how shy we are, we don't need to be afraid of the love commandment. God provides us the strength to do what he asks. 

NIV study bible

心暖了

过了一个月才看我们金宝的敬茶录影。一边看，心里觉得非常甜蜜。家里的每个角落都拍的非常温馨。墙上的布置，真的很美。谢谢你，阿辉。你真细心。也可以感受到家人对我的爱。知道那天每个人都非常快乐，笑容都很灿烂。尤其看到父母替我盖上头纱的那刻。觉得很感动。我知道阿宝为了我的婚礼很忙，他也一直不停的替我安排。谢谢你，阿宝。我真的很爱，很爱你们每个人。

和家人的合照最让我感动。家人，真的是上帝的礼物，他们让我心暖暖的，他们让我知道血浓于水。

录影拍的真的很好。我知道我们的婚礼会是甜蜜的，也会幸福一辈子。家人，朋友的祝福让我们的婚姻充满爱。我们一定会幸福。

心如刀割

好啦。写写吧。

那歌词很贴切，更让我心痛的是，MTV的画面，让我回想起很多过往。应该很多人也有共鸣吧。不会只有我吧！笑。

以前小时，很害怕听见爸妈在吵架。很害怕看见他们不开心。每次会看见妈很伤心的哭泣，我都会很心痛。现在回想起，心如刀割，眼泪也不停的彪。

是因为他们吗？以前很怕恋爱，以为恋爱就会像他们一样，一直吵，一直恨。那，单身不是更快乐吗？

以前中学时我很肥，很难看，头发短短，戴着圆圆的眼镜。就像画面的那小女生一样，很怕体育，因为老师会不喜欢我，同学会笑我。很多项目都做不好，跑不快，跳不远。成绩也不太好。反正当时，爸妈一直忙，也没时间管我。求学时期，我也找不到努力的原因。

以前恋爱时不敢做自己。觉得自己不美，没人会爱我。更别说像韩剧一样谈恋爱。因为心想有男生和我在一起已经算很好了，这么丑，还敢去要求什么？还要做自己？他抽烟我也一起抽。他不喜欢出去，我也就留在家。根本不是我的本性。

好啦。生命不会停留在痛苦的那个段落的。天大的喜事哦。时间是会过去的，时间也不为任何人停留。往事是会过去的，我也长大了。以前是那样，不代表永远会是这样。

感恩，我认识了一个人，就是他改变了我的命运。生命有很大的改变，因为他那对我惊天动地的爱。是真爱，纯朴的爱，改变了我。一切伤痕，一切破碎，一切不足都被爱填补了。以前不敢梦，不敢想的也发生了。没想过，也不敢梦，这童话的快乐结果。但，他给了我，这美梦成真。这一切不是偶然，不是碰巧，不是庆幸。这是很久以前，一早他对我许下的承诺。

这人很特别。他能改变命运，他能给你希望。他用他的生命换取我的自由，他无条件的爱我，无条件的付出，无止境的爱我。很棒吧。这个人，不是虚幻。他是上帝的儿子，耶稣。

好像很抽象哦。不啦。是真的。这就发生在我生命哦。

Baby you are my firework!

每次看烟花时，脑子会不停的播放这首歌。以前，这首歌会让我心痛，现在听这歌时会兴奋。

兴奋原因？你知道吗？

刚才看烟花时，上帝在我耳边说，

＂亲爱的沁。我的希望就是看见你像烟花般，震撼人心，缤纷多彩。看见那掺插粉红色的烟花吗？那就像你一般，你是我那独一无二的女儿，那么美丽，那么迷人，那么让人惊叹。向那漆黑的天空释放吧！这世界就是你的舞台，释放你的魅力吧，女儿！＂

今天的烟花很特别，很多粉红色的烟花。心想，＂上帝，是你悉心为我安排的吗？粉红色的烟花让我心跳加速！＂

＂一个烟花不能震撼人心。但，15分钟的各具特色的烟花，经过细心安排，不同时间射放，会突出各有的美丽，衬托各有独特。你们齐心合力的侍奉，就会像烟花一样，在黑暗绝望的世界带了不止光芒，还有动人的美和色彩。＂

"Baby you are my firework!!"

谢谢你，亲爱的阿爸父。

童话

其实我很早就不相信童话了。在我心里爱情就像童话一样，根本是不存在的。（以前的我）

但是上帝对我的生命，其实早已有了安排。三年前我遇见了上帝，同时也遇见了将福。从此我的命运改变了。

曾经我感情路上一直都伤痕累累。我曾经相信童话，但因为一直跌到，让我不敢侈望。希望越大，伤害越深。越把心房敞开，心越破碎。结果，有一次我真的跌得很伤，我的心破碎得根本拣不起来了。

我还很记得当初福对我说喜欢我时。我开心的同时，也很害怕和彷徨。开心是因为，根本不可相信竟然有这么棒的男生会喜欢上我。哈。那时哦，我真的非常自卑。心想哦，福喜欢我会是真的吗？完全不可能相信福喜欢我，我想福应该在哄我吧。

害怕是因为伤痕累累的心不敢再恋爱了。我很害怕再恋爱了，因为恋爱当时对我来说就是赌博。彷徨是因为不知如何是好。要怎么回应？该答应吗？

其实，我的全部问题。上帝已经一一有了答案。那时候我刚信主，圣经上说，我们爱，因为上帝先爱了我们。 爱上帝的人也应该爱弟兄姊妹，这是上帝给我们的命令。 (约翰一书 4:19, 21 CCB)

凭着本身的力量，我根本不能也不会也不敢去爱。但神的应许好像一支强心针，打入我的心房，让我变勇敢。

结果我考虑了整整2个星期才答应和他谈恋爱。：）

给妈的短讯

晚安了。亲爱的妈妈。今天看见悦微，真的让我觉得有你真好。天下的妈妈都是一样的？你是天下最棒的妈妈。觉得自己很幸福，因为有你这么爱我。谢谢你。

是你慈爱，是你的怜悯

是什么比大地更辽阔，在黑暗可照亮我的心。。。

心里响起了这首歌。对，答案就是上帝的爱。这首歌，很特别，它的歌词整整是我一直在追问的。我很喜欢这首歌。

我小时候，有一个梦想。我会每次幻想自己就是那位公主，在困境里，被身边的人欺负或被恶毒母后困锁在高楼，被喷火的巨龙看守着。在我的童话里，会有一位骑着白马的勇士，拿着一把闪闪发亮的利剑来拯救我。看过很多迪士尼的童话故事，幼小的我会遐想，童话真的会成真吗？

原来童话是会成真的。

我离乡背井已经有十三年了。来了新加坡工作这些年，本来很单纯的我变的非常现实。起初我真的带有很多梦，但每一个梦都被人打破，被人幻灭。随着时间和社会的磨炼，渐渐，我变了。变成另外一个人，变得我不认识的自己。

其实如果去查根到底，究竟纯朴的心态为什么会变。因为我经历了很多感情的心酸，看见也听见太多心碎的事。心灵破碎的那段期间，更是再度遇见很多命运相似的痛心人。

那时的我看不见希望，也不再相信有希望了。我有四处去寻找，但是希望还是落空。我努力去说服自己，但是遇见的每次负心人。渐渐的我，不再相信这世界是有真爱了。

直到

遇见了上帝和将福，我才正真认识爱。原来世界上，真爱是存在的。

凌晨

又睡不着。应该是已经睡醒了。

昨晚读的那片经文一直在脑海里反转。

Trust in The Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding. Acknowledge Him in all your ways and He will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3

全心全意去依靠，相信上帝。上帝所说所指示的都全心去做，去遵从。不是half hearted. 

昨晚做devotion时，article说，在做神的工作时半信半疑，或边做边想＂该做吗？＂的人，shall not inherit the kingdom of God. 

在神的国度里，每样事情都应该是火热，passionate, on fire的。没有lukewarm的态度。神就是火，fire.

亲爱的上帝啊，燃烧我的灵吧。别让我的灵魂冷却。我要为你燃烧，我要为你点燃。从天上，降下你火热的圣灵吧。打开我的心房，把我心房充满着圣灵的passion吧！

Pigeons by the road

Sharon (my cell group leader) jus watsapp us. 938AM. :) sweet. Thankful to have a leader like her. 

"Saw some pigeons jus drinking water from a small puddle on road n was reminded of this verse..where God says he will truly take care of u!

Matthew 6:30-33 MSG

[30-33] "If God gives such attention to the appearance of wildflowers---most of which are never even seen---don't you think he'll attend to you, take pride in you, do his best for you? What I'm trying to do here is to get you to relax, to not be so preoccupied with getting , so you can respond to God's giving . People who don't know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don't worry about missing out. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met."

Allowing fear to rule?

Commentary that struck my heart. Thank you dear God.

Nehemiah 2:2-3

"..he refuse to allow fear to stop him from doing what God had called him to do. When we allow our fears to rule us, we make fear more powerful than God.

God is greater than all your fears. Recognizing why you are afraid is the first step in commuting it to God. Realize that if God has called you to a task, he will help you accomplish it. "

Take from study bible. 

Personally, I was very afraid to call her. Referring back to this commentary, I need to know why am I so afraid. She will say mean words and destructive words to accuse me. Truth is, non of these are real. Her words will not hurt me or define who I am. I am who God defines that I am, I am who God says I am. 

"Dear God, give me the breastplate of righteousness and the shield of faith to stop the fiery darts against me. "

Fear that cripples me

Since Sunday, this fear have been crippling my thoughts. I have not been able to sleep well ever since. Even when I was so tired, my physical body just would not rest. Finally last night, I took sleep aid. :) Thank God for a good night sleep. 

God spoke to me through Nehemiah. 

Chap1:5 Nehemiah fasted and prayed for several days, expressing his sorrows for Isreal"s sin and his desire that Jerusalem would come alive again to worship the one true God. Nehemiah effective prayer consist REPENTANCE. 

Abby, you should do the same. Fast and pray for your sorrows in your heart, regarding to your own sin and your desire to see the relationship to be rebuild again. REPENTANCE is the key. 

照片

照片哦。真的能够让人回忆过去。唤醒那已忘掉的回忆。妈妈，祝你母情节快乐哦。

有妈的孩子像个宝。

妈。我很感恩因为有你。谢谢你这么爱我，帮我这么忙去凑备婚礼。没有你帮我，我就惨了。看见月微，我很庆幸有你。妈，我爱你。我会一直爱你。

杂物中的纸条

黑暗永远是抵（敌）不过光芒的。当日出时，就算乌云再多，光就在每一个乌云的缝之间，穿梭出来。光茫四射，刺出黑暗。

不用怕，别怕。上帝是爱你的天父。真理会像太阳般，无论如何都会准时出现。光茫会战胜黑暗的。

在马尔代夫的日出

（应该是忧郁的那段期间所写的）

Opinions

Do not quarrel issues that are matters of opinion. Differences should not be feared or avoided, but accepted and handled with love. Don't expect everyone to agree on every subject. Accept, listen to and respect others. Differences of opinion need not cause division. They can be a source of learning and richness in our relationship. - NIV study bible 

Romans 14:1

Faithfulness

I jus finished listening to a sermon from Pastor John Bevere, titled Unity. Many things that he have shared have touches me so deeply. :)

Division (dual- vision) is caused when there are two seperate vision. 

God have spoke to Abraham about sacrificing his son Issac and changed His mind about that, because God wants to test Abraham about submission, obedient and faithfulness. 

Are you willing to follow and obey God"'s instruction even if it means 3days apart there is a change in instruction??

Faithful relates to being responsible, being reliable. Faithful on doing the small little things. "Be fruitful and multiply"" you are good and faithful servant." Bring faithful is to multiply with what God have given u in your hands.  

Through the sermon today, I figured out that indeed God have been telling the same topic. :) it's all about, faithfulness, submission, loyalty. Am I able to submit to leaders, my husband, my superior even if I do not agree. Am I able to still trust God and believe that it is the best for me?? 

Yes dear Abba Father. I am working on this issue, and I will surely able to rectify it, with You mercy, grace and strength. Thank you Holy Spirit. 

Read parables of a rich man and His storage house; the servant with 5 talents that hid it. 

短讯

好想把一切的短讯，我对妈妈的爱好好纪录起来。

妈妈。希望你看了我寄给你的卡片会开心。也不知道到底有多少我们的心，信在半途中迷失。浪费我们的的心思。但没关系啦。反正我们的爱也有增无减。

刚才我吃那个magnum雪糕！简直快喊出我的妈啊！那个vanilla口味的，太好吃咯！改次我请你吃这味道的雪糕！吃了好像变开心了！：）妈，我还是很爱很爱你。早点休息吧、世界上最美丽的妈妈。我爱你，晚安。

The future you HOPE for

The future you hope for

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

King James Bible

I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out – plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.

The Message Bible

Jeremiah 29:11

What is the future you are hoping for?what are expecting in the end? What are your expectation? Because God is going to give you what you are expecting.  What do you see yourself in the future? What is your family like? What your parents will be doing? What are you husband doing?

So, will you start seeing yourself being happy in the future?..this is my future that I have foresee.

I see that my whole family, my dad, my mum, ,my brothers, Fai and Poh, their wife, Ying, Grace, their children, Joshua, Jayden, Tung Qian, my extended family all coming to receive salvation. I see my parents raising up their hands, their face are glowing with joy, they are singing praise to God and worshiping God together with my brothers and 2 of my sister in law. I see that Ben and me have 3 little beautiful healthy children in our arms, Ben is smiling to me lovingly holding our beautiful daughter in his hands with two little brothers. I see my whole family in church serving the Lord, my children will be running and playing in children church. Me and Ben will be holding cell groups in our home, hosting for young people. Dinner in our beautiful house with plenty of food with many cell group members. I see myself rising up as a cell group leader, sharing the good news in our house. I see myself rising up healthy kids. I see myself working as a successful lady in the market place, well dressed, beautiful, successful and prosperous.

Oh dear God, I pray that you give me a clearer vision on my career.

I will keep meditating on this promise that you have give me. J thank you Jesus.

Crystal Cathedral in LA

4^th April

We started out around 9.30 am, took a Yellow cab from Hilton Anaheim to Crystal Cathedral. Reach there in 10 minutes time. Cab fare is USD8.80. Charmaine paid the cab fare first.

In front of us is this amazing building. It is build and made by Crystal. It is a Prayer room. We were busy taking pictures and we came to this stature, Jesus with a child, a story of 5 loaves and 2 fish. Charmaine asked me what is the story, I told her. She seems really interested. On the floor are many many verses. I saw the verse of this season, we walk by faith but not by sight, it was a tile donate by one of the many many member of the church. The whole path way from the entrance into the main hall have many of these tiles with scriptures on it. They are all donated by people and the tile have their favorite scripture and their name too. I can see so many people have donated so generously for the church.

Then we slowly walk into the main building, the place of worship, praise and service. What a beautiful place, I remember seeing this place through one of the televise broadcast. It is such a magnificent place. I can feel peace inside. I cant contain my joy, but to keep praising God of this great place for worship. Many visitors came from all around the world to see this magnificent building.

We met John Simpson, 93 years old volunteer. He have been very very friendly to us, telling us his story from being an army boy being sent to India and passing by Singapore long long time ago in 1974. He showed us his old Nokia handphone, with a wall paper of his precious wife. It is his wife in her younger days in her beautiful gown, it was a black and white picture. He told us, they got married when he was 20 years old. She died around 20 years ago. I can tell how he missed his wife so much. What a touching love story. He told us, he have been serving in church for 50 solid years. He was in mechanic (repairing, maintaining,  supervise technical wiring and usage in building), building, event (decorations), usher, security…ministry. I am very amazed. He have been serving in church for all these years and never stopped.

We then proceed to the room under the crystals, it was a prayer room. In it there was this scripture on the top of the room. I will make this house a prayer house of God. Taken from book of Matthew. In the middle of the room have this crystal with a man (should be Jesus), furnished with some cushions for kneeling. Christine and me took this chance to kneel and say our prayer. Some Chinese tourist came in and took a few snap shoots and left. It saddens me to see how people didn’t recognize this is the holy of holiest.

This whole project, with at least 4-5 building is solely built by people’s money. It is the same with our church. Many things are really beautiful, even the prayer room. They are build by people who wanted to leave something for the future generation. There are many people who came out with money to build this church, no church in this world is built by a single person.  Church is the evidence of how God’s people coming together with one purpose one thing in their mind. To build God a mighty house. A place where they can come to worship God and meet God face to face. A place where His glory can dwell.

John Simpson is one of the example of faithfulness. He is not hired, He is doing all this for free. Why? He serve God will pure joy, love and hope. God’s greatness is not able for us to repay him in whatever way. But John have been serving faithfully in church all these years. It is a story of faithfulness and a serving attitude. God says to me. Abby, look at John, he is 93 years old; I can use him to touch your heart. Imagine what I can use you for? Give me the little gift and talent that you have, trust them into my hands, I can use it and multiply. Use it in a great and mighty way for the glory of my Kingdom.

Dear God, indeed, your ways are higher than my ways, your thoughts are higher than my thoughts. Who knows this place, Hilton Anaheim can be such a beautiful blessing. J I go and tune the radio, and 2 tries, I stumbled upon this THE FISH 95.9 radio station (GOSPEL music station) Ha!!. How amazing. Thank you dear Abba Father. I love you. Father, mould me, change me, teach me. I want to know, I want to learn, I want to see. What ears have not heard what eyes have never seen. Hallelujah. You are the everlasting God. 

My God REIGNS

Watsapp msg to my Frens :)
I jus attended the live service. 😊In our lives as Christians, we know that God is in control of everything. In the story of Esther n Daniel. Both stories, god is ABLE to turn the whole situation Ard.

Sometimes people plot against us, people wanna do harm to us. But do know that God is in control, He is the creator of heaven n earth. He reigns in all situation.

Romans 8:28 all things will work out for good to those who love Him.

Everything in ure life, will work out for your good, simply because He is your God, He cares n loves u a lot. ❤

👍Hold on to the promises He have given to you. Have faith n trust in Him in all situations. He will surely deliver you. He will surely heal you. He will surely mend your broken heart. He will surely revive your broken dreams.

May God bless your entire week ahead.

Love you always, Abby.

Jean Tan

Faith is not by sight. Even if you don’t see results, we just have to keep hoping.

Life will get you down in different ways, but never give up. I just really want to encourage everyone out there to turn to the Word when you’re in trouble. You’ll never know what God will do.

Singapore song writer Jean Tan

医治的奇迹

仿佛还记得两年前，每次想起耶稣，对神的大能和厚爱，心里就会泛起涟漪。那股心里的感动，和渴望让我体验到神无限的大爱，平安，还有医治的奇迹。我还记得，每一次在教堂崇拜或听道时，牧师都会呼唤需要医治的人。心病，头脑有病，身体有病。而我是头脑有病，每天胡思乱想，身体也有哮喘。神都可以一一医治。条件是，只要你相信，神才通过信，可以医治你。

但愿我的信可以增长！我要再度对神的大能渴慕，盼望。

路加福音8：43-48
人群是很多，有多少个是真正想要踏出那一步去触碰耶稣的？有多少人有那勇气和信心？只有信心可以释放神的医治奇迹。踏出那信心的那一步吧！耶稣的恩典，慈祥可以医治你的生病的心灵，身躯还有灵魂。

You are worth every nail

you know what? Jesus just said to me

"Abby, you are worth every nail."

my heart is filled with warmth, from heaven. 

thank you Jayesslee, your song have brought revelation to me. 
not only i listen to your song for leisure, but for comfort too. thank you for selecting this song. :)
Indeed, remembering all the times, God have always speaks to me, through songs. 
praise you Jesus!!


this is the song...

It's your love by Hillsongs

Upon the hill on Calvary
He came from Heaven's throne
Our fallenness and mercy meet
Where blood and water flow

Verse 2:
What grace divine what selflessness
That Christ would bear the weight
Our proof is scarred on hands that bled
That we were worth every nail

Chorus:
And all the praise and glory to God
We sing Hallelujah sing Hallelujah
For the King has carried the cross
He is risen from the grave

Verse 3:
Beyond the tomb to holy skies
He rose in victory
And bridged for us the great divide
His life is our liberty

Bridge:
Your love
It's Your love
It's Your love
That has saved me

Your blood
It's Your blood
It's Your blood
That has claimed me

Thank you Jayesslee

Today the whole day I'm in my room. Looking out the window and waiting for the blizzard. Snow storm Nemo, this is what they name it. :) actually it's not tat bad here is downtown Manhattan. Not as bad as I'm expecting.

I began my day listening to their song. One song, That's what faith can do by Jayesslee. After that song, I just couldn't stop myself listening to their songs!! Especially after the video recorded back in 2011 in City Harvest Church!!

Their testimony about how their mum still rejoicing in Christ even suffering in physical pain battling with cancer. And how their mum choose to praise and worship God at her last moment with all her strength, her last breath, to lift up both holy hands to give God her best.

Thank you Jayesslee sisters!! You girls are an inspiration!! The songs that you chose to sing in both CHC Singapore n CHC KL means a lot to me. At least my snow storm Nemo in New York is not that cold after hearing you girls sing!!

I'm coming home, your kingdom awaits, forgives and redemption. Salvation is here. Thank you Jayesslee for singing out the truth!!

Snow storm nemo

明天傍晚时分会有雪风暴。哎。没的团圆。闲。很多的同事都定了机票要回家，马来西啊。真惨。真没料到。好啦。无论如何，要相信。All things will work out for good to those who love The Lord. :)

好吧。这两天就乖乖读圣经吧。
Stranded in New York again!! 去年也是这样。