Marina Barrage

Before Saturday, our kite out day, everyone was really concern about the weather in Singapore.

I start receiving lots and lots of SMS and watsapp!!

R says: "Abby, I think you should just postpone the event, it was raining for the whole week!!!"

A :"Abby, I think you should just bring your umbrella, in case it rains.."

R :"Abby, what's plan B if it rains? any indoor activity?"

K: "Abby, I dun think I'm coming, its totally gonna rain.."

I wasn't thinking about all those questions until they were presented to me. "Ha!! Its gonna be a miracle Saturday", I was telling myself. In fact, me, Ben and my whole cell group have been praying about this outing for the whole week. This is an outing that I have been planning for the whole month, not for anyone, but for one of my precious friend who has yet to met my Saviour. It was an outing to build relationship.

I told God, "Dearest God, let our outing be fabulous. Let it be a perfect weather with clear blue sunny skies and windy to fly my kite way up high. Yes, dear Lord, everyone have been talking about the weather, but I know, when Elijah pray for the rain to stop, the rain simply stops. I want to pray like Elijah..I want a miracle. Look at my heart dear Lord, You said, if I have faith, it will happen...God, I have faith. "

Saturday came. SMS came, A says: "Abby, you sure you are not bringing umbrella? Let me bring one for you OK?" the skies look abit gloomy, but in my heart I trust in my God, my faith was UNSHAKABLE!! HA!. I was telling God, "no matter what, it will be a perfect day just for me. Simple because, All things for for good to those who love Him! Woo Hoo..."

We were so late that day, after grabbing the MOS burger from City Hall, we head to Marina Bay MRT. we were looking high and low for the bus stop 1. (The actual location was located after you come out from MRT, walk for 5minutes under the overhead bridge and TA DA!!! Bus stop 1 is there!!!)...we took a shuttle bus, it was FREE!! I was thinking..."Oh MAN!! Its raining!!!" true enough, when we reach Marina Barrage, PU..ShHHH... RAIN!!! It was already 4pm, we were an hour late. =(

"Hey God, thanks ler..." I was actually complaining in my heart.

Ha!! THEN...know wat? after 5mins, the rain stops...and 

Kim pointed out from where we were sitted, she says "LOOK!! A RAINBOW!!" AWESOME!!! "

"Hey God, thank you ler!!" This time round, I was saying thanks with a thankful heart.

The rainbow simply means a promise from God.

God says,"Hey Dear beloved Abby, i remember your prayer..Do you still remember what I have promised you? Look at the rainbow, this is to remind you that I remember you. I kept my promise to you"

We decided to head to the barrage cafe for a coffee fix!! chat chat chat...a while, we were all geared up to fly our kites!! 3 of us were running on the field, trying so hard to fly up the kite, we ran so many round, until people around us were eventually staring at us" what are these 3 girls doing? are they nuts?" I'm sure this must be what they were thinking!! ha!! we din really care, we were really having a great time..in the end... our kites flew up!! High High and above!!! AWESOME!!! (special thank to Alvin for helping all of us to fly up those S$2.90 kite)

around 6pm, the sun is going back home.. SUNSET!!! OMG!! I still remember I was telling my colleague when I was in Male on Friday noon, "I have never really see beautiful sunset, you know? I wonder, when will I be able to see a really nice sunset?" TA TA TA DA...Look at that amazing gorgeous sunset!!! the back drop of Marina Bay sands, the Singapore flyer!! OMG!!! I'm gonna faint...the view is simply so amazing, its taking my breathe away!!! I wish I can tell you how beautiful yesterday was..the sunset!! the wind...the everything!!! It was just PURRR FECT!!!

the sunset was beautiful!! Praise the Lord!!

OK..let me just sum it up. I'm getting pretty much really naggy now. What happened last nite, Saturday, was a true miracle for me. Everywhere in Singapore was really raining, BOOM BOOM, thunder everywhere, every part of Singapore is raining, thunder everywhere, its RAINING!! But Hey..God is good, He remembers me. He remember that His dear child, Abby wanted to fly kite. and here it is...NO RAIN IN MARINA BARRAGE..plus, when we reach there, there was a light shower. But, guess what issit for? Is for God to tell me how much He loves me!! A RAINBOW!! Perfect windy day, (even though Alvin have been complaining that the wind wasn't blowing at the same direction constantly), to me....it was a perfect weather. and the best part was...BREATH TAKING SUNSET!!! OMG!! It jus couldnt get any better.

I was telling everyone, Vikki, Koyie, Raymond, Alvin, Jo, Shu Fen, Lee Hwa, Joy, Vincent...How amazing was my Saturday. It was one of the best day in my life!! WOOO HOO!! Praise God!! Dear God, I totally get it. It was amazing, and I love YOU!!

a note from heaven

I was feeling distress last nite. Lost and losing hope again!! Ha..but hey...God is telling me this. 

I have been meditating on this since last nite. I want to share with you what God have spoke to me in times when I need comfort. He is always there. I was thinking to myself, Hey, what a great Psalm. I want to write it down, copy it down on a piece on paper, it will be written on my dairy (this dairy was filled with all my dark side, my past secret, my past nightmare and all my fear), I want to write this psalm on every other blank page on this diary, cause this is the light God have shown me...I want to write it down till it is written in my heart, my soul and my mind.

Psalm 27

A Psalm of David.

 ¹ The LORD is my light and my salvation;
         Whom shall I fear?
         The LORD is the strength of my life;
         Of whom shall I be afraid?
 ² When the wicked came against me
         To eat up my flesh,
         My enemies and foes,
         They stumbled and fell.
 ³ Though an army may encamp against me,
         My heart shall not fear;
         Though war may rise against me,
         In this I will be confident.
        
 ⁴ One thing I have desired of the LORD,
         That will I seek:
         That I may dwell in the house of the LORD
         All the days of my life,
         To behold the beauty of the LORD,
         And to inquire in His temple.
 ⁵ For in the time of trouble
         He shall hide me in His pavilion;
         In the secret place of His tabernacle
         He shall hide me;
         He shall set me high upon a rock.
        
 ⁶ And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me;
         Therefore I will offer sacrifices of joy in His tabernacle;
         I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the LORD.
        
 ⁷ Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice!
         Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
 ⁸ When You said, “Seek My face,”
         My heart said to You, “Your face, LORD, I will seek.”
 ⁹ Do not hide Your face from me;
         Do not turn Your servant away in anger;
         You have been my help;
         Do not leave me nor forsake me,
         O God of my salvation.
 ¹⁰ When my father and my mother forsake me,
         Then the LORD will take care of me.
        
 ¹¹ Teach me Your way, O LORD,
         And lead me in a smooth path, because of my enemies.
 ¹² Do not deliver me to the will of my adversaries;
         For false witnesses have risen against me,
         And such as breathe out violence.
 ¹³ I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
         That I would see the goodness of the LORD
         In the land of the living.
        
 ¹⁴ Wait on the LORD;
         Be of good courage,
         And He shall strengthen your heart;
         Wait, I say, on the LORD!

yellow is the colour of sunshine, ray and hope. Thank you for shining into my life, dear Lord!!! woo HOOO>...God, you are AWESOME!!!

Heal my heart

Dear God, 

Will you?

"Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to
Eternity"

Love, 

your child on earth

Abby

Sarah 的态度

"Is anything too hard for the Lord?" Genesis 18:14

神告诉Abraham，他要祝福Sarah时，

Sarah笑着说。。

 "有可能吗？神啊！别跟我开玩笑啦！真的吗?.."

那天，当神告诉Ben关于我们的关系时，我的态度和Sarah的是一样的。

在心里那以相信，很多质疑。对神的质疑，犹豫，这是应有的态度吗？。。

神有告诉过Ben关于我们的未来吗？。。让我好好的和Ben聊聊吧。

我不应该像Sarah一样，持着不相信的态度。

 神说了：“究竟，有什么可以难倒我？”

神啊，帮助我改变我的态度。。

Help me with my unbelieve. 

15th September 2011
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将福说。。

将福说。。

When God want to use you, it is not base on your abilities, but it is base on your willingness to serve. 

沁说。。

Abby, are you ready?...are you ready to be use by God?..pick up the call, God is calling from heaven.

天父说。。

Serve not base on your own convenience. Serve and raise up when you are called and when the opportunity comes. 

Dearest Abby, my dear child. 

Are you ready?....are you ready?.

come, join me..do not be afraid. Let us run this race together, hand in hand. 

I will be holding your hand. *smile


28th August 2011

亲爱的天父

亲爱的天父，

谢谢你。

谢谢你，救了我。

你的手从天堂伸出来，伸至地狱。

然后，把我从哪里，救了出来。

你的小女儿

沁

二零一一年 十月 二十三日

4th November, 2011

Joshua 5~6 读着Joshua， 我理解，有时神叫我们做的事是那么的无厘头。哈！例如，叫着Joshua在Jericho城外，带着那块木头（在别人眼里，是那么可笑）Ark of covenant，每一天连续6天在城外操步1次！，真的超搞笑！但是，人们的心里又在笑吗？每个人都在笑，但是Joshua的心里是那么的踏实，那么的平静。因为神在他的生命里，是多么的真实，那么的靠近。神就像是他的朋友一般，无时无刻的陪伴在他身旁，想导师一般，在艰难时，给于忠告。

Joshua尊崇着神的每一句话。神真正的在寻找一个全心全跟随他的人，一个全心全意相信，遵从，而毫不犹疑的仆人。一个willing。。真心相信神，有着一颗不动摇的信心的一个人类。

神阿。我求求你，教我如何更加听从你的话语，你的每一个为我好的指导。给我一颗willing的心，一个甘愿为你的心。我要把我的每一个缺点，一个一个改掉。变成一个让你喜悦的孩子。我只想跟从你，走你为我铺的那个道路。。教我，提点我，引导我。。带我走。