Sunday, May 29

it is totally awesome!!

Pastor phil's sermon is simply amazing. looking at his service through internet, never fail to bring God's presence and his powerful message through. God's presence waas so strong, it fills my room. the internet didnt stop me, the distance never stop me. I promise myself, i will set my heart right this time. I will follow christ, till the end of times. I will focus on Jesus!!!

I am so thankful for Pastor Phil, his sermons and preaching are simply annointed!! it have touched my heart numerous times, and arise my faith, makes me so much stronger. I am so thankful for city harvest chyurch. Without the church, without the ppl, i will not be able to attend internet service. 

I was thnking. last time when i was young, i use to attend 3 service. every service have never fail to bring revelation to me. today i have decided to attend 3service, i am so much blessed. especially just not when pastor Phil pray for those who jus received crhsit, "I am saved!!" yes, i need to remind myself again and again that, I am saved!! in the name of Jesus, I am the child of God!! who can be against me?.. 3 service are simply different, and i get new things each time. i was thinking. i will attend 3service next time. jus need to keep pressing on.

God, this time round, i want to explore my journey with you. I want to walk my life through, with you. alongside with me. Remind me of you everyday, i want to keep walking, until i meet you face to face. thank you father, thank you Jesus. thank you CHC, thank you Pastor Phil!!!

today is jus awesome!!!

verse for the day
And we all, with unveiled face, tbeholding uthe glory of the Lord,6 vare being transformed into the same image wfrom one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit. 
 2corinthians 3:18

we will be transformed to be just like Jesus. from glory to glory.

the best is yet to come for me!!!

the best is yet to come for you!!>..keep believing. keep walking...keep praying!!!

your future is gong to be so bright, that you need sunglasses!! suncream

I attended the 10am service

I came back to the hotel aroud 2am in the morning. There are many happenings last night.
I was so tired. I guess, maybe it was my first day of menstrual too. my body just feel so weak.

it was an English Premiere league nite. Everyone was excited, especially the guys!!
The bar, Harry's Place was jus one floor below. It was filled with football fan and they are cheering like no end. It was a rough nite for me though.
Next door, my colleagues room was having a party. everyone was high and laughing out loud.
The walls are amazingly thin!! It is as if I can hear every single conversation they make!!
I have been woken up by loud talking and laughter for the whole nite. 4am, 6am...URKss..

At first, whilst I was still in the airport I was thinking, gosh, maybe I should attend the 2pm internet service, so that I can sleep till later.

you know Wat happened just now? i woke up at 1044am (Singapore time) ha!!
its the holy ghost!!! ha ha!!i got up, on the internet, sign in to one day usage n bam...
the service just started with my favorite speaker in town!! Pastor Phil!!!.

He was sharing about how Jesus have turned water into wine in his first miracle in a small town name cana in Galilee. it was exactly one of the miricles tat i shared with Adrian. I thought about Adrian a lot lately. I hope that He remember how Jesus can work miracles. I am believing too, the great things are yet to come.

What really impressed me a lot is about how Grandma Moses, her passion is needlework and because she cant see anymore at her age of 101, she started painting, Caz she can hold a paint brush. all of her work, her painting is now used by MOMA in New York. Amazing?..she started her best work when she is 101yrs old!!! ha!! OMG..im thinking, what she have been doing all these years..are exactly what God is training her, using her and also preparing her for this 101yrs old work of painting.

all things work for good for those who loves God. Amen!! I am believing, whatever that is happening now, it is for the future. God is just simple preparing me for a brighter future. 

YEE HAA>>>>...I'm loving every bit of this journey with my mighty God!!! God!! I love you!!

favorite verse of the day, The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn, shining ever brighter till the full light of day. Proverbs 4:18

Monday, May 23

Saturday Night Out

I have been praying for saturday's outing for almost the whole week. from tat day i have been called up for New York. I have this burden for 2 of my friends, Seng and Adrian. (esp Adrian)

I have been praying for good weather, that we will be able to meet on time, no transport problems on the way to service, no things cocked up, during the service the worship and praise will be fantastic, everything will work well in the service, pastor john's message wil be touching to both of their hearts, i prayed for open hearts, soft hearts. I prayed that the message will be meeting the needs and timely for them. I prayed for the outing at nite, we will be able to get seats, it will be a good one, it will be a good, happy, vibrant, fruitful fellowship.

Just look at the list which i had prayed!! ha!! tell you one thing, tat u will be amazed!! even me!! Im amazed!! every single prayer that i have ever asked for...came to pass!!! Hallelujah!! every single one of them...ha!! God is good!!

Adrian was a bit uncomfortable during the midst of the service. I figured that it might be a spiritual warfare going on out there. I just prayed..keep praying. u know what? at first he say he wan to go out for a call, then he went smoking. haha!! thing is, he told me after the service, that he went smoking, but the staircase where he was smoking was dam creepy. ha!! He came bck to the service..Im so happy. He sat there, and started listening. I was abit distracted by people ard him at first. But then i thought, God, please clear my mind. I wan to listen to Pastor John's preaching. n...ha!! my mind's clear.

It was a totally fantastic sat!! i cant ask for anything more. totally!! caz God made every single thing rite for me!!!

God gave me $8k when I gave Him $200!!

on saturday. Pastor John have challenge us to give. n God have nudge me. $200, He say. ok. so be it. I have ard $400 in my wallet. But GOD have blessed me indeed. this morning, Jie sms me, asking me to check my bank acct. Ha!! see? I told u so. In fact..these while, God have never failed me. even in financial blessings.

this morning, I read this from my iphone bible apps. one devotional material. saying that only God gives financial security. "If you want God to bless you financially, you must remain focused on the truth that he is the source of your finances and he is the one who supplies your needs. ..But the source is God."

"But remember the Lord your God, for it is he who gives you the ability to produce wealth, and so confirms his covenant, which he swore to your ancestors, as it is today. "Deuteronomy 8:18

for the human mind, it is alwais so hard to believe that God will provide. sometimes it is because we have lacked of faith. sometimes, it is jus simply tat our heart is hardened, and choose to believe how the world works, instead of God's blessing.

Wednesday, May 18

源源不绝的祝福

被called up做纽约的班机了。起初那天有点懊恼,因为有很多事情要做。
然后突然心想,哇。这么的一个祝福。。
虽然班机很满,很多功夫要做。但,我答应过自己,不可以让消极的心态,拉我近谷底。
心理做了个简单的祷告。。

天父啊,把一切不开心的念头,那些负面的想法拿掉。你不是答应过我,祝福,喜悦,希望吗?把这一切归位。谢谢你上帝,我感恩生命的一切。今天,我要开心起来。

刚才阿。。很奇妙哦。原本走的那条路淹水了!本来想走那条路,但,上帝很好。。我走了别的路线。
真的,生命很不一样了。每天的祝福,数也数不完,记录也满满的。

谢谢你上帝。

刚才买的那mexican food, from peppers 的chicken chimichanga非常可口。开心。

Tuesday, May 17

随心

隔壁的门,快要把我吵疯了。
想找个人聊聊。
上帝真的很好。神很爱我。
如果不是神的话,现在我就不会感恩。不会爱生命。
现在的生活,已经很不一样了。
有了上帝,觉得很愉快,很安心。
睡啦。纽约,晚安。

strawberry

everytime when i eat strawberry, i remembered how my fren have told me.
the seeds are outside. ha...isit God funny? this fruit is jus cute. it has seed outside of it.

Thursday, May 12

赞美主

昨天,工作时,写下要工作个岗位,也拿到了。不是偶然,是天意哦。

还有,最神奇的事。其实,昨天的客机已经漫到爆了。还有,每个乘客还拿了一袋二带,很大的行李箱。真的,几乎每个储藏箱都满满的。每一个已关上的储藏箱,其实都是已经不能在放任何东西了,所以才关上。然后,我就走到前面,看看有什么可以帮上忙的。然后就这位,红毛乘客刚登机。我看到他的行李,心想:这次完了,你这么迟才出现,全部的储藏箱都关上了。心想,应该等一下不懂要怎么去帮他store他的行李。

然后,就随手开了前方的那个compartment.哈!太开心了。连这个,神也帮我。
不是偶然,不是碰巧,这是天意!

开心!感谢主!yee haa!
其实阿,真的是心中最真的表白。很多很琐碎的事情,神都看到眼里去了。可能,你会觉得,这么无聊,这么小的事也去感恩?但是,就是这么微不足道的事情,但如果做不好,会让你很懊恼,神知道帮你这么小忙会让你开心。

神阿,就是这么的奇妙阿。