Thursday, February 2

knowing God's will

"Jesus says when we pray, we should commit ourselves to God's will."
"God; what is your will for me today? I want to do your will."
"'God; I want to submit to You. I want to do what You want me to do. 'True success in life is knowing the will of God and getting right in the center of it. "
"愿你的国降临,愿你的旨意成就在地上,如同在天上一样。马太福音6:10“

reading my Rick Warren's Devotion..

Last nite, I had a brief chat with Ben. He went for an awesome interview. Interview was conducted by AGAIN top management Christians!! Favor of God is upon Ben. I was thinking, all these while, I saw Ben believing in God with all his heart, soul and mind. Yes, he might have been waiting for a while to get a job that he really like, but God is indeed a great and faithful God, because of Ben's unwavering trust and faith in God, see, this is what happens. He got a job that He truly like!! Favor and grace from our most high God!!

I want to pray till I know what is God's calling for me. I want to live my life and submit my life to Him. It is truly living out His will then i truly live out the best of me!! God!!! Tell me!!! What should I do?!!! What is my next step!!

God answers bck: 

"Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?
 “And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin.  Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these."

on our way back from Love-titude camp@BatamNov 2011
Matthew 6:26-29 

Wednesday, February 1

love is simple

Two days ago, Ben prepared a dinner for me. A dinner that was inspired by love. What he wanted to do is just to tell me how much he love me and how much he have missed me all these while.

After I walk inside his house, we put down our things and he started to prepare this simple dinner. Korean instant noodle, with fried eggs, vegetable and ham!! actually its my fav. i was thinking to have this meal the next day..ha!! sometimes i do really wonder, how on earth he always read my thoughts and know exactly what is able to touch my heart. God have been always on his side!!!

the noodle is ready!! then he started to turn on the songs he preselected for this dinner. oh..im so touched. after i say grace and we start eating..outside just started raining!!! Wooo!! i told him, OMG!! this is simply perfect. I kept crying, cause my heart is overflowed with love. His love for me is so pure and real, so simple but it touches my heart.

this simple meal, represents what love should be like. Love is simple, love is simply pure and without any complication. why issit that everytime we choose to complicate things? Love covers a multitude of sin, even I have been so cold towards him and said many stupid and foolish things to him. He chose to love.. he chose this song, to express his love for me...


Longer by Dan Fogelberg
Longer than there've been fishes
In the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars
Up in the heavens
I've been in love with you.
Stronger than any mountain cathedral
Truer than any tree ever grew
Deeper than any forest primeval
I am in love with you.
I'll bring fires in the winters
You'll send showers in the springs
We'll fly through the falls and summers
With love on our wings.
Through the years as the fire
Starts to mellow
Burning lines in the book of our lives
Though the binding cracks and the
Pages start to yellow
I'll be in love with you.
Longer than there've been fishes
In the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars
Up in the heavens
I've been in love with you
I am in love with you...