Real love is always fated

Real love is always fated. It has been arranged before time. It is the most meticulously prepared of coincidences. And fate, of course is simply a secular term for the will of God and coincidence for His grace. 

 

~ the Mystery of Marriage by Mike Mason

心中充满了希望

再过多几天，就到2012年了。今年2011，我过得非常充实，非常fruitful，生命里，结满了果实。刚才的祷告，我告诉天父：“明年，我会将生命完完全全，交给教堂，交给天父，不再为我自己而活了。”

回想起这些年来的日子。以前30年来的生命，都是为自己而活，为了自己的快乐，为了自己的欢乐，舒适，目标。。全都是自己的私欲。每个日子都是为了要讨好身边的人，家人，自己，为了要达到世界为我定下的标准而活。结果到头来，一点意义也没有，过得只是日子，达到的目标也不会觉得特别快乐或有成就感。到头觉得，这些日子是白活一场，生活空荡荡的。

我的祷告，2012年，将会使我生命中最灿烂的一年。我答应自己，我会好好的跟随耶稣，我的救主，走过每一个日子。。。我很盼望，很期待。我知道，这个旅程会很精彩，因为我的救主不是一个死板的救主。现在，我的心里充满了希望，喜悦。2012年，我来啦！！！

十二月八日

Because of my chains, most of the borthers in the Lord have been encouraged to speak the word of God more courageously and fearlessly. Phillipians 1:14

沁，

你的处境不就像Paul和 Timothy一样吗？无助，被捆绑。记得吗？那天你的祷告，你不就叫耶稣去考你的信心吗？考验来了。现在你的处境，你恶劣的工作处境，被一对野狼，饿鬼包围住，被侵犯，被耻笑，被侮辱，但，沁，你记得你自己是谁吗？你记得你自己在神的眼里是谁吗？你记得在神的眼里，你的身份吗？你有同流合污吗？你有害怕而畏缩吗？你有勇敢的站起来吗？。

如果，你因为世界给你的枷锁，不退缩，不害怕。在主里的弟兄姐妹会因为你的勇气，对主的信心而增加，stirred up. 沁，别放弃哦，因为我在你身边。

天父上

ps: 感谢你，上帝。

through it all

Thank you my wonderful savior. I remembered how you have saved me, and through it all, You still love me, You have not abandoned me, You have choose to find me, even when you already have so may sheeps, you chose me. Thank you Jesus.

This is a beautiful song that I have sang and used for my quiet time today. I cant help but remember all the good things that God have done in my life. because of my weakness and my brokenness in those times, in those season,I have given a chance to experience God's goodness and mercy, and it is tat time I realize how He have loved me. I can't help but kneel and bow down because of His greatness...

Dear Lord, hear me sing (with my crooked voice, but with a grateful heart)

Through it all
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness

And I look to You
And I wait on You

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness

And I look to You
And I wait on You

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

God have chose you

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ. For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love he predestined us for adoption to sonship through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves.  In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace that he lavished on us. With all wisdom and understanding, he made known to us the mystery of his will according to his good pleasure, which he purposed in Christ, to be put into effect when the times reach their fulfillment—to bring unity to all things in heaven and on earth under Christ.

In him we were also chosen, having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will, in order that we, who were the first to put our hope in Christ, might be for the praise of his glory. And you also were included in Christ when you heard the message of truth, the gospel of your salvation. When you believed, you were marked in him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance until the redemption of those who are God’s possession—to the praise of his glory. 

Ephesians 1:3-14

created to be loved by him

"Eve was not taken out of Adams head to top him, 

neither out of his feet to be trampled by him, 

but out of his side to be equal with him, 

under his arm to be protected by him, and near his heart to be loved by him," 

by Matthew Henry 

at Radisson Hotel Manhattan (New York City).

 I am still reading that book, Boy meets girl, say hello to courtship by Joshua Harris!! Ha..<..oh man..when am I going to finish this book. Ha!! in fact, I don't really want to finish this book, so many interesting facts, interesting theory. Sometimes when i came across good books, one part of me wanted to finish reading the whole book, the other part of me wanted to really savor every small little detail in tat book, wishing the pages will never come to an end. Ha!!