Fear that cripples me

Since Sunday, this fear have been crippling my thoughts. I have not been able to sleep well ever since. Even when I was so tired, my physical body just would not rest. Finally last night, I took sleep aid. :) Thank God for a good night sleep. 

God spoke to me through Nehemiah. 

Chap1:5 Nehemiah fasted and prayed for several days, expressing his sorrows for Isreal"s sin and his desire that Jerusalem would come alive again to worship the one true God. Nehemiah effective prayer consist REPENTANCE. 

Abby, you should do the same. Fast and pray for your sorrows in your heart, regarding to your own sin and your desire to see the relationship to be rebuild again. REPENTANCE is the key.