I know that you are for me

just now i was listening to Kari Jobe's song, You are for me. 

you know somehow i feel how great God is. tat time when i was really and depressed, 

i read all the right scriptures, how he is my savior, my refuge in psalm. how he have a plan for me in Jeremiah, and listen to all the right songs.

i clearly remember tat day when i was in the bus, i haven't been sleeping many days already, 

and this song from Don Moen cam from my ipod,

Jesus, my strength n my only provider, 

you lay me down on green pastures, 

you lay me beside the still waters. 

it is then, my heart and mind is so refreshed. found peace. it was then i manage to properly sleep again.

now i wish so much, that God will speak to me again, the way He spoke to me many months back. 

i pray i pray, God..Ru listening to me? you know, God..yes, i might not feel you, i might be feeling really dry rite now, but i choose to believe. Believing how much that you have love me. 

Caz, you have written my name, Abby, in ure palms. Isiah. 

thank you father, for loving me.