I am the treasure

When Benjamin ask me about how I feel about looking for a relationship at my age. He have threw me a few questions. 

Asking me if I will approach a guy if i really like him.

For all these years, I have approached man. those that I like, but I seriously think that I deserve to be pursued, not the other way round, pls, you know what? God have indeed show me this verse. A man finds a good wife, seeks treasure. so, I pray, He will find me. I am his treasure, He will be able to find me. At the mean time, I will just be the best that i could ever be. And He will know it is me when he sees me. *smile. 

How am i going to maintain my relationship with him since i travel so often. 

I told Ben, I do not know what is the future like. But i am sure that when God provide, He will make a way for me. I might even stop flying. I might be having my own business already. I do not know how this is going to work, but I know, if both of us love God and love one another, nothing is too difficult. 

What is the criteria of this man who is going to be with me. 

Ben have always tell me about Xin Ling. Saying that she is a gal, who love God, love people and love herself. I guess this should be the most basic criteria that i will be looking for in a man. He must love God, love people and loving himself!! that is simple!! ha!! He have to be an outdoor person, to run with me. to explore the world with me. He will be the man of God, not afraid to follow Christ even not knowing the future. Caz God is our future. He will give you the future you have hoped for. Yup!! Amen!!

Am i looking around. What am I looking for in this man. 

I am so busy nowadays, loving people and loving God. ha ha!! I do not have time to look around. and since i am believing that he will be looking for me, if i start looking around means that my faith for God is half hear ted. If i am so convinced that God have prepared this man for me, and God have told me before that, Abby, there will be a right time to love. there is a season for everything, then why should I use my own understanding and start looking?..ha!! Have faith, wont u?

thank you Ben, I have gain so much insight and faith every time i go out with you. every testimony you share, have impacted my world. and every time i think of you, i thought, you have been such a warrior in life and you have done such a great job, pressing on and keeping your eyes onto Jesus. I wish, i have more faith like you. I wish, i will be more obedient. yup!! I will JIA YOU!!! GanBateH!!!!